I have been keeping an eye on you through twitter. I also have some serious crap go down for me a week or two before your went down. So, I don understand your feeling a little two well. It is at times like these that you can really find out how really cares and how really doesn't give a shit about you. I look forward to reading what ever you feel comfortable sharing with the internet.

I found you on Twitter just prior to you leaving your job. Glad to see you decided to post again. Don't give it up.

I've personally been where you are now and thought it was the end...a year later knew it was a beginning.

Wishing you luck in your job search.

It is so good to know you are not alone, right?!
Same thing here. It is hard for me to blog about my hard times too. We had some shit go down last year http://bunnieblog.com/2007/09/06/bad-day/ I could not blog about it, mostly because of the reaction of a few assholes (who I thought were friends) in real life. (BTW - the article does not tell the full story and there were no charges, it was self defense and the guy lived). Because of this incident I am now on Lexapro & Xanax and my hubby is on Zoloft.
Everything went to shit after that and we are still recovering. You definitely figure out who your friends are when the shit hits the fan. Because of all this I have learned not to judge others and how to be a better friend myself.
Hang in there...everything happens for a reason!
PS - a little bit personal...does the Zoloft kill your sex drive too?

I'm glad the medication is helping, when things go terribly wrong it is hard to keep your head up sometimes.

Take your time, we'll still be here. If you need something, ask. The good thing about weeding out some of those so-called friends is sometimes it leaves you with better ones.

Trust me, without divulging your details, you've said enough that I can say (without divulging details) that I know EXACTLY how you feel. I didn't leave my job, as I've said previously, but it's taken me a good year to rebuild relationships with certain people. I'll never look at them the same way again. And that's sad.

Right about then I went on Wellbutrin. And it was all good.

Hang in there, and please post even if it's just about funny goofy stuff! Your sense of humor is one of the good things about reading your blog.

Regardless of whether the present situation might have come about through some of your own actions, it still sucks and we all understand your hurt and frustration. I lost my job in june in some absolutely shitty circumstances, so I can sort of relate to what you're going through. I'm glad the meds are working for you. The second I get an income going again I am running to the doctor to get some for myself.

Keep posting whenever you can, makes our days better knowing you are making it through. Good luck in the job search. :)

Pete has taught me something important today. He who would be friend will bring beer.

Sending internet love your way.

Xanax is the shit. Just don't mix it with beer and lemon drop shots. I don't recommend it.

...sometimes there's Klonopin which is good for anxiety too and Effexor XR keeps me happy for the most part. I mean...I have wanted to kill any kittens or anything.

Hang in there.

I'm glad to see that you're back...I was on vacation until yesterday, so I've been out of the internet loop for a bit. The whole "frenemies" thing SUCKS ASS. I'm sorry. I am happy to hear you replaced your camera though--maybe that helps make up for it (a little.)

Keep up the good attitude and keep your chin up.

Those who know you know you well the rest of them can go to well, you know.

give me their names and I'll send every last one of them FU2 cards!